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2009 Gain beyond loss

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 18:55:33 GMT

2009 Gain beyond loss

When keep myself being challenged for my last 18 years, I know I have something missing. And I realized a brake is missing from my vehicle in my 19th year. I'm grateful that God slapped on my face and let me rectify that huge mistake before the cliff.
Finally, time management is the long-ignored issue being addressed and taken into action this year. Thank you to the people who contributed to the turning point.

Lost
Personal development was totally stalled in the first half of 2009, academic results is just one of the outcome of a larger problem. I was searching the missing component in my mind but I just keep taking risks and working.

God in the works
He's signaling there would be a huge tsunami coming, but I didn't even notice it. In October, Mom and I was talking about breaks and rests. And in a extremely short period of time, we've decided to go on a trip separately as soon as there are seats available. During the trip, I traveled alone most of the time. Breath and thought synced with each other at the first time, and I started to realize how danger in the situation I was. Exhausted, relieved and enlightened.

Blessed and kick start
Back home alone early, everything seems more organized than ever, but God comprehends what else I need.
The word 'We' not only applicable to memos or writings on behalf of my business, it also started to penetrate on another arena...
It was quite an accident when our relationship suddenly converted into Facebook official. I thought it wasn't a good time nor ready for both of us originally, but turns out it wasn't that bad and actually, this is intended and planned. Neither by me nor she, but he! Interestingly, we figured out a way to deal with our feelings and lives damn quick.
We couldn't respond to all at first as we even don't know what's going on or what's going to happen. And now I would like to take this opportunity to thank all of the friends with the responses. I know we are still far away from the chapel (and we think the response was a bit exaggerated and kinda weird at first) , but we both realized that our love isn't based or supported by sugar coated words, it's based on irreplaceable experience and understanding.

Near the end of the year, an insane project will be revealed to the world. Closing is yet to be written for 2009...

I love writing when it comes to love, and poetry is definitely a new try

The Miles Tone

Young and foolish,
Sweetness and craziness,
We were struck by the taste of love when we were young.

When we grow and get to know,
The road to our goal is so desperate to plow.

Separated by six thousand miles of clouds and fog,
‘We’ became more uncertain by the tick-tock clock.

Since the day we love,
Dream is the only painkiller we only trust.
Through voices and words,
I forgot I was a goner in the sad real world.

We cherish the time than ever,
We know it’s hard to pronounce forever,
But love and faith are all we have.

Days to come,
Years to go,
I believe we can soon together
to watch the sun glows.

Nov 8, 2009

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 20:27:36 GMT

看完原來看上賊、辦完呆完了後下去食早晨全餐~~
在下面還看了GEM的通告王XDDDD

其實早上很舒服的,街上沒有人,在街上唱歌也是放鬆心情的一種方法~哈哈
唉,可惜的是朋友之中沒有一個能夠陪我.......

一位紅的司機在車內打瞌睡
一對老夫老妻十多年來都清晨四點擺檔賣魚旦腸粉
一位生果店東主聽著祝君好開檔

一個夜貓　　走回家.....

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Sat, 25 Jul 2009 16:55:18 GMT

Finally, at 19, I realized the hecking huge difference between a $6000 and $2000 phone... in terms of music...

It just sounds terribly horrible!!!!!!!!!!!
Hopefully this will be the shortest lifespan ever in my history -_-

By the way, my number is still not available as the SIM card was somehow malfunction...I'll get connected to the world again as soon as possible...Leave me a voicemail msg when necessary, I'll check the mailbox few times a day.

Well, while the skyline is becoming clearer and clearer, I know it's time to finalize plans and put things in order. March towards together!
Maybe some more details at a later time, see ya!

Friday, July 03, 2009

Fri, 03 Jul 2009 19:00:42 GMT

上次乘的士,發覺前路燈位異常地暢通無阻,但當接近目的地的時候反而阻礙重重,不是紅燈便是有車CUT線. 不過無論如何,最終我都是到達目的地.

今年有很多機遇與危險,but CONFUSION more than RECESSION

加油!

My tribute to Michael Jackson

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 17:28:51 GMT

Please pray for me for the harsh Tuesday and hope a miracle will turn the whole situation different...

The long-awaited long summer has just arrived...

Sat, 09 May 2009 16:28:46 GMT

And basically it's horrible, and I didn't feel any "warm welcome" from the sun to celebrate the start of my summer holiday~
In conclusion, it's a bad start...－－

Alright, the blog is going to have a makeover after I've got my software set (呀洲......a month of waiting) and of course i need some clouds (aka ideas) above my head too but it seems like sunny these days~

Okay, too many things needed attention here and I'll bring them in a bit later...

ps. Projohn denounced the state of emergency...

The long-awaited long Summer is coming...

Sun, 26 Apr 2009 08:06:52 GMT

好緊張呀好緊張呀好緊張呀!

That's because I'm going to be freed from jail tomorrow! (Despite the fact that i might need to be put in jail again next year... But, who cares!?)

However, I've got nightmares these days as there're way too many things (or messes) to deal with them AT THE SAME TIME
So, I couldn't conclude whether it's good or not to be at the end of the exam.
Amen

Saturday, April 04, 2009

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 16:41:05 GMT

對不起這兩天找我的朋友，心情不太好所以可能冷落了你們，希望明瞭

還有，多謝大家生日的SMS，不過之前電話將電話簿洗清光，你們的SMS我一個都不知道是從誰來的祝賀－－所以請下次留名字，THANKYOU~~

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 14:58:50 GMT

********This message was telegraphed from Frontline Command Center********
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29th March, 2009

Three days from the outbreak of this war, I felt a bit lost as nothing serious happened! I didn't have any tendency to develop phobia...Is that a good news or bad news? Well, we will see in the post-war review (aka放榜日in Chinese...)...

After the war started, the selection of food suddenly became incredibly narrowed. But I know it's good to me as the "war chef" exclude all the food that could possibly sicken me. Anyway, I can still enjoy the world's safest and the most delicious food - Instant Noodles! :)

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Soilder 295631's Last Word

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 14:53:14 GMT

********This message was telegraphed from Pre-War Control Center********
******************************Confidential******************************

26th March, 2009

It's too late to say regret. I'm now awaiting the possibly fiercest war I've ever encountered.
The feeling isn't good of course although I don't have much anxiety towards the coming warfare. I want to thank all of you who comfort, support and pray for me. I do concede that the preparation is terribly insufficient, but still, I'll try my best to keep my promises.
Last word before the transmission is being ceased: Break the Fucking Barrier to Freedom and Future mates!


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